sitting in the lounge hearing the announcement to board, she got up

instead she ran in the opposite direction, down the stairs and out

“I am young! I deserve more!!!”

running out,  voices in her head overcame

CRASH!!!!!!

people gathered  as she breathed her last,  

she smiled embracing her long awaited freedom…..

why do i want to go to him. today he said, “mujhay tum se baat kernay ka waqt nahee hai” and when i repeated it he went balistic again. Saying you should think about all this before coming here. I dont know what mess I am getting myself into. I seriously dont want to go. There I would have no friends no family no social or emotional support system. what would i do when I have had enough. He is a maniac I tell you. He starts yelling at the drop of the hat. then he requires me to stay quiet and in the middle of his ranting he asks in stern voice do you understand and i am supposed to reply yes I do.

I question is this relationship worth all this. should I still look forward to him and this marriage. I am puzzled, and scared.