Archive for April 16th, 2007
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!
He swore on his mom and Allah and Quran that he say that about em but teh situation. I believe him coz of teh kasm but not otherwise. I dont know what that means that i believe him but i dont. i swore that i wont call him won get clingy again but i did yet again and he got irked again.Aa says: tell me whats going on in ur mind
he says: i dont knowhe says: i want to get away from you thats is what is goign in my mind
he says: i just cannot deal day in day out your emotional and Gods knows what is going in your headhe says: i just cannot do that
he says: i am just tired mentally
He says: i hear your name and i want to run away
why cant i stay away frm him. why cant i get this into my thick skull that he doesnt want me around he hates me he does when i ask him if he does he just replies saying hate is a strong word
pata nahee what i am sayign what i am feeling and what i am doing
exam in 9 days
should be studying and thats it nothing else but just cant think baout hima nd his family and things that has happened in teh past and what would happen in the future
i am convinced too now that we wont work out i am sure of it all my fantasies revolve around how he would actually leave me and whne and where it would happen
i am going crazy yes can i help it in any way no do i wnat to continue to live like this may be
all i want right now is peace no more thoughts about what he said and what i am going thru and his family nothing i want to study and thats it but just cant
i somtime wonder that if we werent meant to be then why did ALlah got us toigetehr in teh first place he is ging thru hell, or so he claims, and i sure am then why all this.
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