he says dont lecture me when i tell him we need to save for teh future. i told hi u have a family too now and it would increase soon and u should save. he go offended saying that u think i am a loser.

come one when did i say that all i was saying was lets think of teh future.

when i was there, we had all second furniture no two spoons matched the couches had springs sticking out the head post of teh bed was loose and beyond repair. everythign was old mismatched borrowed and broken. i was like thats ok we can not offord it right now. the only time i asked him to buy me couches was when his friends wife said that we have qurbani ka gosht lieing around and we dotn know any poor people so why dont u guys take it. i felt like slapping her came home and just blew up that iw anna renovate things. he husband works with my husband then why the hell she presumed we were poor. yes he is supporting his family back home and everythign comes here. when my saas replaced her curtains i cried thinking i wanted to replace my curtain back tehre but couldnt offord too. when my susr brought back a set of knives and nice cutting board for my naand i thought i wanted that too and he said we cant offord it. such double standards i say. he can buy whatever they want. was teh otehr day talkign about buying laptops for his brothers if we cant afford a set of knives even they how come we can afford two laptops.

i cant wiat to start earning and making my hoem my home. i would make it pretty and nice and all new. all furniture would match and would be beautiful. i would save for our future for my kids.

yesterday i tod him   just be a sperm donor. he was saying we cant have kids right now and when i would start earning billions i can have them. i told him even now i wouldnt ask him for anythign at all no emotional finncial physical support just be a sperm donor. hehehe. he is giving up to have kids coz his leeches of a family cant stop sucking all we have got